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i need you. i need you to make me laugh with abandon; i
need you to make me intoxicated with happiness. i need you to make me ache
with longing, to make me cry for joy. it's been so long since i was able to
cry... i need you to help me feel, because i've forgotten how to. i hid the
greater emotions somewhere deep within me and now i can't find them. i feel
dead inside; i worry that i am no longer capable of emotional extremes. i
watch you and i am filled with wonder and envy at your ability to feel
unmitigated glee; would that i could feel anything, anything at all, as
intensely as you do. i need you to smash through my barriers and tug sharply
at my heart strings. i need you to crack me open and let the light pour in,
let the warth flood over me, baptizing me to reborn feelings, to let intense
emotions burst forth from that lost part of me long dead to the world. i
need you to help me to feel, because i've forgotten how. i need you.
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