There used to be another new chapter of LG here, but it was just more of
the same. Loneliness and longing and determination and apathy and want and
need and the differences between. God, I need a new hobby; pining away for
ideals no longer sustains me.
I've realized that my desire to take over the world is actually a
manifestation of my desire to meet people, to know them and be known by them.
I think that all dictators and "schemers for world domination" just want to
be noticed. I have three different plans thus far, two that end in riches
and power and happiness and one that ends in near-poverty and happiness;
strangely enough, I don't much care which plan works out. =)
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